Memories from a past time...

                                                 Where am I?

I´m not sure...

(I just have some memories from a past time...)

Suddenly I feel I´m missing something... suddenly I´m feeling...

I feel weird, I feel myself exposed...  But I don´t really care... I´m feeling...

I used to have a barrier between the world and I... 

A barrier that took me too long to finish... but I was proud of that... I really was...

The only slit I left opened was for my eyes... 

So that I can see everything around me...

I never thought that little slit I left opened could make this happen...

It was very improbable...

But the possibility was there...  I knew that...

At the beginning it was nothing...  

But suddenly, you looked through that little slit...  you did not just looked into my eyes, you looked through them...

For a strange reason, I don´t know why... 

you were able to look through them, and as you got deeper and deeper my barrier began to fail...  

and you didn´t stopped... 

you knew there was more...

And something began to crumble around me...

Suddenly you made it through every obstacle I built inside of me... and finally you got there...   

My barrier fell down, it crumbled in just a few seconds... and a lot of things returned to my mind...

Things I had buried very carefully... 

So that they can never return...

For they can never hurt me...   (again)

I must recognize I was afraid...

But they didn´t... no, they did not hurt me...

Now they have someone to take care...   

And someone that take care of them...

Now I know I won´t regret for accepting you in my world...

Because you are what I have been looking for...

Jaqui